My backyard was starting to look like a nature preserve, so I decided it was time to take care of the lawn. All I have in my arsenal is a hand push mower and weed-eater. I don't believe a weed-eater was ever designed to cut an entire lawn, but there was no way I could force my way through 3 feet of growth with a hand push mower. Naturally, I ended up using the weed-eater for the entire job.
I like to listen to a bit of music while I do yard work, so I put my iPod on shuffle and went about it. I usually put it on shuffle when I can't decide what to listen to. While I was cutting the grass, a song by Kutless came on. The song really spoke to me, so I decided to listen through the album.
This is going to sound like a bit of a detour, but I promise it will all fit together at the end (maybe). While I was working outside, I got to thinking about my current financial situation. I've seen God work miracles in it, but I've also hit a couple of lower points in the last 10 months. I am currently in the middle of another low point.
It's easy to feel discouraged when things aren't going exactly as you planned. I am thankful that I have a roommate who pays me rent, and I still have students to teach (at least until the end of June), but in the mean time I'm not sure how I'm going to pay my bills.
I got to thinking about how a lot of people are in a tough place financially right now. Certainly, my family is struggling at the moment. Those of you who know me know that I've been shrugging this economic recession off as the "imagined recession", but I know that's not entirely fair to those who have lost their jobs, or are struggling to make ends meet. I am also facing that reality.
While I was listening to the Kutless album, a song called "What Faith Can Do" came on. Here is an excerpt of the lyrics:
I've seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn't ever end
Even when the sky is falling
I've seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That's what faith can do
It's important to keep your faith in God - even when things are tough - because that's what He works with. My problem is very real, but I believe that God can turn it around.
Another detour. Earlier this month, I was talking to God about what to do with my summer, and I believe this is what He told me:
- Go and work at the AYF Youth Camp
- Go fishing
At this point, I'm not sure how I can do either of these things without the finances. Now I'm getting to my point.
I'm going to be looking for summer work in the coming weeks, but I would also ask you to prayerfully consider hiring me this summer. I've been told I'm pretty decent at guitar, so if you are having a BBQ, a birthday party, a house party, a corporate function or any kind of event that requires music, please consider bringing me out. I promise my rates are reasonable, and it doesn't even need to be a formal concert format. I could simply mingle among your friends, and add a little atmosphere to the party. Send me an email and we can talk more.
Additionally, I will gladly do some of your grunt work for a fair price. If you need to get your lawn mowed, fences painted, or anything to that extent, you can email me. I'm also pretty good with computers. Is your computer running slow? Do you need a website? Graphics? Just email me, and we can work something out.
Thanks for reading, and I hope you have a blessed summer. If you're the praying type, please continue to pray for me and keep me in your thoughts. There are a lot of things going on right now, and I could certainly use the support. Thanks!